…there are consequences to breaking the heart of a murdering bastard…

Music:
The Cross – Samael
Steel Shoe – High On Fire

Saw Kill Bill vol. 2 again this weekend. I can appreciate so much more the second time around.
Fucking awesome…
Got severly burned about my face and hands on Saturday, while doing merch for Only Crime…fucking awesome dude, Dalbec from Bane, Russ from Good Riddance, Zack from Gwar, and Bill Stevenson from Black Flag and The Decendants.
Back to my wounds, my hands look as if I am wearing red gloves, pink paws as Martha puts it, my ear has a fucking disgusting pouch of pus laying across the top of it.

Two more Ben Shermans in the mail today.

Martha has a job interview on Thursday! I am so stoked.

I’ve done much less right than I’ve done wrong…

Music:
That Much Further West – Lucero
Love Will Tear Us Apart – Joy Division
Superhero Of The Computer Age – In Flames

So last night I went to see PINBACK. Fuck who new that somemany hippies would be there? There where no cool people there, other than Martha, Nicole, and Jonas.

Superman and Jerry
Seriously, so fucking awesome.

I need to get my car fixed.

Aparently Episode 1- 5 of Curb Your Enthusiasm is ON DEMAND right now…

ain’t a god in heaven that’ll ever mean shit to me and without her kiss I fear I’ll never get a good night’s sleep.

Music: Weak – The Beltones

I never broke my number one rule, but last night I dreamt of you. Yeah, the shit we did it was way out of line, and now I think about it all the time. And now whenever I look at you, I think of all the things we’ll never do. If I was stronger when it came to sin, I’d wish I never had that dream again, but I’m weak. So I pray to god and take or leave my soul to keep. Cos I ain’t got no soul, just broken dreams and bloodstained sheets. And ain’t a god in heaven that’ll ever mean shit to me. And without her kiss I fear I’ll never get a good night’s sleep. Another night with nothing much to do, as the sadness turns to sickness in my lonely room. Betaing myself up cos I’m missing you, Jonny’s on the phone he says “let’s get a brew”. Well another old bar won’t be nothing new, but it beats beating my brain in just turning the screw. If I were stronger when it came to sin, I’d wish I never had that dream again. I’ve been beaten many times before, but I still flash this crooked smile. I guess I really shouldn’t complain, I guess I’ve been blessed all the while. Too many times I’ve thrown a fist when I probably should’ve turned a cheek. They look at me like I’m a strong man, but I’m two feet tall. Yeah I’m nothing at all. I’m fucking weak…

you call it your right. I call it your weakness….

Music:
Fact Leaves Its Ghost – Converge
Children in Heat – The Misfits
Cosmo Retro Intro Outro – Amon Tobin
Real Deal – Antidote
Don’t Care – Circle Jerks
Race & Nation – Skrewdriver (for Kitzel)
We Exchanged Words – Azure Ray
Empty Promises – Turning Point
Step Into The Light – Archers of Loaf


Gauv and I


Josh Trustkill, Me, and Robbie Redcheeks (what is wrong with my mouth…)

It was so good to see so much family this weekend. Syracuse is still a shit hole, but it is home to so many good dudes.

I got a speeding ticket and I didn’t even care. Maybe I am losing my temper as I get older…I doubt it.

It’s good to have someone that makes you want to drive though the night to lay next to.