Archive for June, 2004

This slaughter – an ethic I deny An archaic way of thinking, so monstrous and absurd

Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004

Music: Voice of the Voiceless – Heaven Shall Burn

See them die!
They Die!

A rain of blood should cover our world
Stench and decay should be the only thing we sense
But hidden in the dark and erased from our heads
Barbarity and slaughter are everywhere
A contemptible ethic, a relict

For the weakest of the weak
For the lowest of the low
My voice for the voiceless
My fists for the innocent

On the edge of a new age this is still our dogma
No grave for millions – tortured creatures,
But a common grave for our morals
This slaughter – an ethic I deny
An archaic way of thinking, so monstrous and absurd

-Voice Of The Voiceless, Heaven Shall Burn

GO VEGAN
question what you consume…

My eyes are dead and my throat’s like a black hole

Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004

That my family don’t seem so familiar
And my enemies all know my name
And if you hear me tap on your window
Better get on yer knees and pray panic is on the way

My pulse pumps out a beat to the ghost dancer
My eyes are dead and my throat’s like a black hole
And if there’s a god would he give another chancer
An hour to sing for his soul
-Gas Panic, Oasis

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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004

fuck.

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Sunday, June 20th, 2004

I am writing this from the Apple Store in SOHO…

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Thursday, June 17th, 2004

so I have sworn of soda.
Today I broke that in order to try the new COKE, C2…
apparently someone pissed in a can and called it coke, or put pepsi in a coke can…
either way
I lose…

holding up to the no fried foods policy…

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004

Well, you’re my friend
And can you see
Many times we’ve been out drinking
Many times we’ve shared our thoughts
Did you ever, ever notice, the kind of thoughts I got
Well you know I have a love, for everyone I know
And you know I have a drive, for life I won’t let go
But sometimes this opposition, comes rising up in me
This terrible imposition, comes blacking through my mind

And then I see a darkness
Oh no, I see a darkness
Do you know how much I love you
Cause I’m hoping some day soon
You’ll save me from this darkness

Well I hope that someday soon
We’ll find peace in our lives
Together or apart
Alone or with our wives
And we can stop our whoring
And draw the smiles inside
And light it up forever
And never go to sleep
My best unbeaten brother
That isn’t all I see

And then I see a darkness
Oh no, I see a darkness
Do you know how much I love you
Cause I’m hoping some day soon
You’ll save me from this darkness
- I See A Darkness, Bonnie Prince Billy

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004

I wish I could sleep.

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Monday, June 14th, 2004

we can be anything we want together. everything we ever wanted for each other. because it’s us against the world

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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004

“I love it that people don’t talk to me, and at the same time I get offended” – Tre McCarthy

“Come to Wendy’s, get a baked potatoe, check out this broad…” – Zack The Intern

I feel a bit sick, a friend sent me a box of stuff, that included twizzlers, nips sour patch kids, peanut chews, that combined with the four packages of vegan beef jerky have started rioting in my stomache.

Today Apple announced 3 new PowerMac G5s. The top-of-the-line Power Mac G5 with dual 2.5GHz processors squeezes outrageous performance into tight quarters. To cool down those steaming circuits, Apple designed a sophisticated liquid cooling system that takes off the heat without bumping up the noise. Mac OS X dynamically adjusts the flow of the fluid and the speed of the fans based on temperature. Fuck.

Martha Mary got a job offer today!

Headed to the gym tonight which will be a big let down after going with the best personal trainer ever…I will have put what she taught me to work.

Todays thug quote comes from a song that always plays on my iPod while I’m at the gym…
LISTEN TO IT HERE

“I’ve been waiting a long time to give you a piece of my mind.
You can run but you can’t hide from who you are inside
and you don’t want to confront me.
No! I know your kind.
You’ve been runnin the same old lies
and keelin over on your mines.
you’ll see it’s all in a matter of time, you’re gonna hafta confront me.

cause we’re all in this game,
we don’t believe loyalty comes for free.
you only get respect when it’s given out.

make no mistake you’re the enemy.
make no mistake, you are my enemy.

think I will back down?
you don’t know me
i never back off,
cause you’re my enemy.”

- For My Enemies, Madball

I need to do laundry. I hate doing laundry. Maybe I’ll just buy new socks.

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Monday, June 7th, 2004

Martha Mary. I am so lucky